So instead of a jejemon-themed Christmas party, we decided to change it and agreed on something conventional, a cocktail party. So now i can't promise to be ecstatic as days go nearer to the date. I am not marking my calendar or whatever. But don't get me wrong, the idea is okay to me. I'm fine with it. I'm going to participate, of course. It's just that... I don't know. The idea of doing a jeje-themed party just excites me because no one else would be doing it, at least on purpose (like us). They suggested on changing the theme into what is considered "normal" and acceptable to society's standards is because if we go for a jeje-theme, we can't post photos in Facebook for fear of being judged or whatever. I don't see a problem with that but my friends seemed to think it's a big deal so i just shut it because i know better than to argue. And i'm known for always being the blacksheep of the group and sometimes that really gets to me. And if they want my opinion they will ask for it, anyway.
And now i'm going to ask my mom for a new dress. She always takes us shopping for new clothes every christmas anyway so that wouldn't be a problem. I'm going for a haircut, too, because my hair's a bitch especially on special occasions when she refuses to cooperate with me. And i'm going to try being pretty for a change. I could do that. Since the purpose of this party is to look nice for Facebook, i could make an effort, i guess. It's just sad because we are one of those people now.
But maybe it's just me and my refusal to grow up. *shrugs
